Black Sheep: A Blue-Eyed Negro Speaks of Abandonment, Belonging, Racism, and Redemption

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About the Author
Born in the mid 1960s in America's blackest city, Washington D.C., to a white, heroin-addicted mother and a black alcoholic father, Ray Studevent had no idea his unique look would take him on a two-sided journey throughout his entire life. After being abandoned by both parents at the age of five, he was adopted by his aunt Lemell Studevent, a beautiful, black Southern belle who hailed from the depths of the Southern hell that was segregated Jackson, Mississippi. While trying to fit into an all-black neighborhood looking like the all-American white boy next door, physically he was the epitome of everything Lemell despised about her childhood in 1930s and 40s Mississippi. Ray had to fight for Lemell's love, fight to survive the mean streets of D.C., and most of all fight the racial identity crisis that continually haunted him. This identity struggle set the stage that would prepare him to always look around the room and decide whether it was better to be black or white. His winding personal and career journey ebbed and flowed, taking him to prison, comedy clubs, fatherhood, modeling, and stock market researcher. In all these varied experiences, he realized that race played a critical role.
"Ray Studevent's emotionally powerful memoir is an important story for the growing number of people in our country with multiracial and multicultural identities. Yet it speaks to universal themes of how we all yearn to find our place within our own families and in this world."

--Steve Majors, author of High Yella: A Modern Family Memoir
"Any thrill-seeking hunter or explorer who has ever ventured into the arctic and come face-to-face with the arresting image of blue wolf eyes peering through the dark from afar will attest to the unmistakably bone-chilling feeling they felt. Well into her twilight years, hazy from the grip of Alzheimer's, Lemell Studevent comes face-to-face with a stranger possessing those same piercing blue eyes. And yet, they seem to belong to somebody who she knew intimately. Decades earlier, a widowed Lemell rescues a young blue-eyed, white-skinned Ray from abandonment and raises him as if he were her own. The oppressor's blood mixes with that of the oppressed; privilege often abuts with the underclass, yet wisdom is always imparted. In the tumult of a mixed racial makeup, Ray overcomes confusion and self-hate, and ultimately finds redemption."

--Jaime Salazar, author of Mutiny of Rage and Legion of the Lost
"Black Sheep shatters the easy assumptions about race, forcing us to rethink how we see and treat one another--there's no posturing for effect or convenient exit from our fears. Ray Studevent strikes at our comfort zones that feed our indifference, and with brilliant strokes inflames the ideas that separate and prevent us from respecting each other. He illuminates in authentic ways how our racism fragments society into the who's and who's nots; who is deserving of love and respect and those we consider below dispensation. Few other authors dare to attempt to wade into the gray area to dispatch the blinders that keep opposing sides in a perennial stalemate--Ray Studevent does so eloquently and convincingly."

--Jimmy Santiago Baca, award-winning poet, essayist, memoirist, and novelist
"Racial identity is an ancient open wound on America's skin. Black Sheep delves deep into the unforgiving and uninvited chaos that follows anyone of mixed race. In an honest and emboldened memoir, Ray Studevent reminds us how deep racist scars cut while proving the healing of a mother's love."

--David Bianchi, actor, producer, and author
"I was fascinated by the nuanced, personal story of racism, colorism, and identity in America."

--Joel Gotler, president of Intellectual Property Group and producer of The Wolf of Wall Street
"Ray Studevent's Black Sheep reads like a drama, comedy, tragedy, and spiritual all wrapped up into one book--only it is his real life! This is a story of gut-wrenching complexities: complex colorism; complex family history; and a complex journey to resolving the reality of being a Black man with white skin and blue eyes. Ray takes us behind the scenes of growing up as a mixed-race child and his struggle to find his identity. Grab your tissues."

--Terrell Fletcher, pastor, author, speaker, former NFL athlete
"Black Sheep is a profoundly powerful tome about making peace with your past by daring to face it. I was stirred with emotion, and connected intimately with this memoir on so many levels. It is a must read for anyone seeking healing and redemption from the ghosts of their past."

--Sophia A. Nelson, award-winning journalist and nonfiction author; CNN political and legal commentator
"Black Sheep is truly a story for our times. In this period of polarization and exclusionary identity politics, Ray Studevent's memoir is an inspiring reminder of our ability to overcome our biases and reach out to others."-- "Washington Independent Review of Books"
"A timely and exceptionally memoir of a biracial boy growing up in Washington, D.C., abandoned by his birth parents, and lovingly raised by a woman with deep emotional scars from her upbringing in the segregated South, "Black Sheep: A Blue-Eyed Negro Speaks of Abandonment, Belonging, Racism, and Redemption" is an extraordinary read and one that speaks out to the cruelty of discrimination and the ultimate resilience of the human spirit. An individual memoir that has a universal relevance in this time striving for racial equity and social justice, "Black Sheep: A Blue-Eyed Negro Speaks of Abandonment, Belonging, Racism, and Redemption" is especially and unreservedly recommended for community, college and university library Contemporary American Biography collections in general, and Black Studies supplemental reading lists in particular." -- "Midwest Book Review"